Angelhead: My Brother’s Descent into Madness

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A taut, powerful memoir of madness, Angelhead documents the violent, drug-addled descent of the author’s brother, Michael, into schizophrenia. Beginning with Michael’s first psychotic break—seeing God in his suburban bedroom window even as high on LSD—Greg Bottoms recounts, in gripping, dramatic prose, the peculiar disappearances, suicide attempts, and the shocking crime that land Michael in the psychiatric wing of a maximum security prison. A work of nonfiction with the form and imagery of a novel, Angelhead enables the reader to witness not only the fragmenting of a mind, but of a family as well.

“A tour-de-force memoir. . . . Bottoms writes like a poet, he writes like he is on fire.”—Esquire, Book of the Year, 2000

“Angelhead is a brilliant, albeit inconceivably sad book. The fact that Bottoms survived the ordeal is incredible. But the fact that he could write about it with such pathos and insight is nothing less than bizarre.”—Atlanta Journal-Constitution

“Greg Bottoms has provided a biographical novel about his brother that may be as close as most of us will ever get to knowing what it is to be in point of fact mad. Angelhead is a story nearly as terrifying as the disease it describes.”—Psychology Today

When he was 10 years old, the author watched as his brother Michael lost his mind. High on LSD and screaming uncontrollably because God was torturing him, the 14-year-old smashed everything in his bedroom, his feet red with blood from broken glass. Michael collected snakes and let them slither around his naked body; he beat Greg nearly senseless, then smashed his own forehead into a sharp branch in repentance; he stayed up all night, watching Christian television or “puzzling over his ordinary and cruel distance from God.” Their parents, preoccupied by the ceaseless work that had taken them from a dirt-poor Virginia town to an affluent suburb that they actually couldn’t have the funds for, thought drugs the problem and throwing Michael out the answer. Not until 1977, when he was 21, did they learn that he was an acute paranoid schizophrenic, so severely mentally ill that he probably would never be healed, even supposing medication might keep an eye on his behavior. Michael became increasingly dangerous, but could not be institutionalized against his will; when he set their house on fire in 1993, the father’s reaction was relief: “This was the best thing that could have happened…. He’ll be put away.” He was, and, Bottoms acknowledges, “We’ve all found a peace without Michael that we’re not willing to give up.” There is not any false sentiment in this unflinching memoir of a family that’s alienated, instead of united, by tragedy: “We all hid from each other,” Bottoms writes with characteristic candor. “We shared a space, a roof, nothing else.” There is, on the other hand, tremendous sorrow for a blighted life and the havoc that it wrought. Bottoms’s finely crafted prose offers no consolation or easy answers–simply emotional precision and the satisfaction of hard truth. –Wendy Smith

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